03-09-2019, 02:43 AM
Actually, and don't freak, but after developing autoimmunes and being on forums for victims of them and of cancer, i became a minister of the Lord.
And being disabled as an attorney, and having time, cuz i dont get out much, my job is to care for the people the Lord puts in my path. I feel I shall answer for how i treated each of u when i pass over.
And, I had to learn evelyn wood. but i get both ur references. Well put. I got squirrelly writing up there but i plead the stroke.
I know I drive people crazy cuz i do enforce rules. and its disconcerting to people from other forums. but when the last good vendor goes down cuz of BLABBERMOUTHS, what shall we do?
Honestly, Le is winning. And in this case, they are going after the F stuff.
Listen, the first forum where u invested ur heart and thoughts and five years of ur time, when they turn on you, its the hardest thing to handle. your world collapses. It really hurts. your own friends calling u insane.
But, i was co admin with another crazy co admin. Before drugbuyers was a speck in alex marlin's eye. co admin. and i created a group of eight to help me. I called them monitors. i was a catholic school girl. we had monitors. And then all admins got a letter from DEA that online purchase of meds for ninety day usage is really a myth. it was may 2001. But for the events of 9/11 occurring, LE would have taken down far more places far earlier.
But i had to resign cuz the other co admin, he pretended to be RAJ, an indian, and he ran indianmeds4u or 2u. And he tried to use my status as attorney to make up fake laws that the DEA wrote me to say: its not a crime. Go ahead.
And when I resigned cuz no way am i gonna lie to people or be disbarred for any such nonsense, i got told i was in need of a mental hospital. i was now on forums in maRS. so funny.
But it hurt. The first forum when it turns on you? That hurts the worst. But u will get over it.
We want truth here. All we ask for is to put some truth in PM. cuz u know le is everywhere now.
And many of us have been banned without just cause. We all understand. I stopped reading when they put me down for enforcing rules. At least our forum is still up. And we are not known as a rec usage place.
So, I am so sorry. I understand. I can go back and feel how it felt. To be betrayed by people whom wanted to believe lies. They will rue the day when they get ripped off or tainted meds.
you are taking a brave stand. Please don't torture urself. The in group can be very powerful at a forum. And make u feel badly. Don't let them have that power over you.
U told the truth. Now let them deal with it. With ganging up on respected members. Cuz they dont want to be banned. They dont want to come here cuz we don't cotton to fools and shills and scammers and liars.
You are part of this family if u would like. But please, we all get hurt at forums. The absolute bunch of lies from people whom were our friends.
Do u know if u google me, i have threads hating on me all over the forums. But, my job is to protect u all. I dont allow ganging up on a member.
I am really sorry. We all understand ur pain. It stinks.
And being disabled as an attorney, and having time, cuz i dont get out much, my job is to care for the people the Lord puts in my path. I feel I shall answer for how i treated each of u when i pass over.
And, I had to learn evelyn wood. but i get both ur references. Well put. I got squirrelly writing up there but i plead the stroke.
I know I drive people crazy cuz i do enforce rules. and its disconcerting to people from other forums. but when the last good vendor goes down cuz of BLABBERMOUTHS, what shall we do?
Honestly, Le is winning. And in this case, they are going after the F stuff.
Listen, the first forum where u invested ur heart and thoughts and five years of ur time, when they turn on you, its the hardest thing to handle. your world collapses. It really hurts. your own friends calling u insane.
But, i was co admin with another crazy co admin. Before drugbuyers was a speck in alex marlin's eye. co admin. and i created a group of eight to help me. I called them monitors. i was a catholic school girl. we had monitors. And then all admins got a letter from DEA that online purchase of meds for ninety day usage is really a myth. it was may 2001. But for the events of 9/11 occurring, LE would have taken down far more places far earlier.
But i had to resign cuz the other co admin, he pretended to be RAJ, an indian, and he ran indianmeds4u or 2u. And he tried to use my status as attorney to make up fake laws that the DEA wrote me to say: its not a crime. Go ahead.
And when I resigned cuz no way am i gonna lie to people or be disbarred for any such nonsense, i got told i was in need of a mental hospital. i was now on forums in maRS. so funny.
But it hurt. The first forum when it turns on you? That hurts the worst. But u will get over it.
We want truth here. All we ask for is to put some truth in PM. cuz u know le is everywhere now.
And many of us have been banned without just cause. We all understand. I stopped reading when they put me down for enforcing rules. At least our forum is still up. And we are not known as a rec usage place.
So, I am so sorry. I understand. I can go back and feel how it felt. To be betrayed by people whom wanted to believe lies. They will rue the day when they get ripped off or tainted meds.
you are taking a brave stand. Please don't torture urself. The in group can be very powerful at a forum. And make u feel badly. Don't let them have that power over you.
U told the truth. Now let them deal with it. With ganging up on respected members. Cuz they dont want to be banned. They dont want to come here cuz we don't cotton to fools and shills and scammers and liars.
You are part of this family if u would like. But please, we all get hurt at forums. The absolute bunch of lies from people whom were our friends.
Do u know if u google me, i have threads hating on me all over the forums. But, my job is to protect u all. I dont allow ganging up on a member.
I am really sorry. We all understand ur pain. It stinks.
