I was running doing prayer forums for covid. and several others. it seems he was a lonely man. wanted the attention and respect of newbies by giving them his one vendor. Once I came back here, i read all his posts. And then got a PM demanding I denounce other vendors cuz his vendor could save pennies. He liked power of some sort. But it would be akin to selling my soul to shill for anyone. but God really.
We have known their was something wrong with him. He PMs people a lot at night. So he got reported. But he got the details of every vendor. Just posted in their thread. Did not say he ordered. But he got their info.
Maybe he thought I am of his ilk and would remove viable vendors cuz I wanted some cut of the funds. We obviously run this forum as a family and place of respite and of help.
Demanding I remove the vendors whom can get thru.
Unreal. But i noted he made an acct at another forum the next day. cuz he was in a distinctive profession. I saw his welcome thread today.
Very little surprises me about people. What shocked us was when a pioneer member demanded favors from vendors. banned. Then another wanted to vend from a difficult area but we are not the vendors.banned.
They want some sort of power? friendship? and free meds. and they will let other members lose to scammers.
He screamed at me that is the fifteenth m*x he shilled for. sighs. He has no regrets. It was a heartbreaking decision to come to. And then make happen. It really hurt us how he acted. And then to demand his low standards of staff? Nah. Wrong forum for that person.
In re: the above-captioned, you all should be warned to watch out for the former member Fishfarmer. He will lie and deceive one and try to get viable vendors to be distrusted. And for people to follow whatever version of M*x that he was shilling at that moment.
I have learned that just about every word out of his mouth was an outright lie. He was doing the same balderdash at the forum he has returned to. And he got banned at said other forum for giving up vendor info and what people posted in that forums restricted area.
And that is what we saw him doing here. Be careful if he encourages you to use his current promotion.
He seems to be right back at his last forum. With a new name. Same profession.
Whereas we don't usually reveal such info, it is his nature to promote a vendor. And denigrade the vendors that don't provide for him.
He could still be a danger. Just sayin. He outright lied about viable vendors. In his final PM to me. And called me a shill when I post I received from my vendor. sighs.
This was a heart wrenching decision to ban him. But once we all noted what he was doing, trying to ruin any vendor he did not benefit from, and creating a wee PM group to attack this Staff, he had to go. Just beware the Liar.
And I am sorry if you were one of the members whom got his late nite PMs. Or were hurt by him.
End of discussion. But you do need a warning and now PR has him back again. sighs.
(09-01-2022, 02:00 PM)IceWizard Wrote: [ -> ]We here are NOTHING like the "other" IOPList ...
We have morals and standards ...
The "other" place couldn't even spell either of those words...
Our Pioneer members and our Admins are top notch ...
Wonderful folks...
Then there's me...
I would describe myself, but I don't like using that kind of language
around our ladies ...
Most folks never see me.... Until it's too late ...
Ice
This is so very True
100 percent - Those were some strange days with some very bad people
Stories 4 sure
Ice - Thank you for keeping things together
I for one cannot thank you enough
the org - iis the best and always has been
Oh dear lord… I know I don’t frequent this site regularly (some names I always recognize from years passed) but it’s the only real source of news/information insofar as where other people in life and the general trend of ho w things are going… which in my own experience could never have been worse than this moment. I am 100% F*****, not in a legal sense (thank god) but in terms of quite literally having no where to turn as I’d long been reliant on a single, very reliable & resilient source, that as of now seems to have shuttered their doors / admitted defeat. I could not be more devastated or terrified of what is to come if you held a gun to my head.
I know I don’t actually know any of you all, but I have no friends or family to speak of, and if I have to end my life, I at least want someone somewhere out there to know WHY - that it wasn’t because of my depression or anxiety or pain, but because some a******s decided to take away the only thing(s) that made waking up in the morning bearable. I can’t believe of all of the real violence and crime happening to innocent people in our society, that the government has time for things like this.
I should have been smarter and never stopped searching for new doorways, taking for granted that what once existed and seemed stable would remain so in years to come as it has for so many years, of all the things I constantly ruminate and fear about (especially post Covid -19) it was honestly not near the top of my list. I wrongly assumed that where there is demand there will always be supply, and now I see way too late that couldn’t have been farther from the truth and that my days were always numbered being so stupid, naïve, and complacent about a factor of my life that makes such an enormous difference.
I hope you are all ok as always and that you were smarter than I was… I’m so afraid
(01-03-2023, 05:50 PM)Chinchillin777 Wrote: [ -> ]Oh dear lord… I know I don’t frequent this site regularly (some names I always recognize from years passed) but it’s the only real source of news/information insofar as where other people in life and the general trend of ho w things are going… which in my own experience could never have been worse than this moment. I am 100% F*****, not in a legal sense (thank god) but in terms of quite literally having no where to turn as I’d long been reliant on a single, very reliable & resilient source, that as of now seems to have shuttered their doors / admitted defeat. I could not be more devastated or terrified of what is to come if you held a gun to my head.
I know I don’t actually know any of you all, but I have no friends or family to speak of, and if I have to end my life, I at least want someone somewhere out there to know WHY - that it wasn’t because of my depression or anxiety or pain, but because some a******s decided to take away the only thing(s) that made waking up in the morning bearable. I can’t believe of all of the real violence and crime happening to innocent people in our society, that the government has time for things like this.
I should have been smarter and never stopped searching for new doorways, taking for granted that what once existed and seemed stable would remain so in years to come as it has for so many years, of all the things I constantly ruminate and fear about (especially post Covid -19) it was honestly not near the top of my list. I wrongly assumed that where there is demand there will always be supply, and now I see way too late that couldn’t have been farther from the truth and that my days were always numbered being so stupid, naïve, and complacent about a factor of my life that makes such an enormous difference.
I hope you are all ok as always and that you were smarter than I was… I’m so afraid
I know things seem stacked against you and you are in nearly unbearable pain and misery, but I promise things can get better in ways you might not have imagined yet. You are a living miracle, please be humble and ask for help. I wish that there was something I could do to help you now, you're obviously close to your limit. Please do whatever you need to do to get through this, I know there are others who made it through if you could connect with them. I was barely revived from bleeding out. I clearly remember, as I realized the real end was really coming right now, how desperately I wanted to live. I thought of every time I wished I was dead, etc. But at the last moment, I realized how very much I wanted to live. And then I passed out. All the interviews I read of people who survived jumping off the Golden Gate Bridge say they regretted the second they jumped.
There are so many people who want to help you, it's hard to believe when you're in terrible pain, but please ask for help.
3 leads in PM. I hope you read my PM this time. Both of them. Please.
Chinchillin777: please check 2 short PMs. Could help u out. Please.
Chinchillin777: Please please check the 3 leads in the two PMs or private messages I sent you. You will see them above your name in the post.
Please. Don't give up.
Reading this breaks my heart. The things that the powers that be cause to happen to innocent people like Chinchillin777 are so reprehensible and totally unnecessary! I admit that I am not a big one for formal prayer, but I’m sending all of the love & support I can for Chin! I truly hope they can hold on & get the help they need, it’s out there! It is so much easier to navigate this horrifying mess with the support of like minded people. We DO understand where Chinchillin is coming from. Many of us have been in the exact same place. We’re here to help!
Please, Chinchillin777 if you’re still out there come in from your storm & let us help you!!!