06-08-2024, 02:40 PM
06-10-2024, 02:08 PM
i gotta go up and down stairs today. and i cannot do stairs without injury. today, God will protect me.
when i get back downstairs, i shall check if anyone needed me. 19 days to go. May God bless and keep you safe, and me also cuz of the steps. They are a beyotch for me, and i had my collarbone broken twice being pushed down stair as a child.
don't like stairs.
when i get back downstairs, i shall check if anyone needed me. 19 days to go. May God bless and keep you safe, and me also cuz of the steps. They are a beyotch for me, and i had my collarbone broken twice being pushed down stair as a child.
don't like stairs.
06-12-2024, 04:40 PM
Lord have mercy, this moving is tough. i was to separate papers cuz i am burning them. (things my dead husband and son and my sister did to usurp my houses. gonna let it go)
now he says he will burn cardboard also. so when i can walk again, i shall hunt down cardboard for burning now also. argh.
he says i am working too hard. that is what my body says also.
but its not my nature to shirk responsibility. disabled or not, i wear braces to walk now. round here. pretty sure i am tossing all traces of my son. he threw out every video i paid 7000$ to have under the advise of his uncle. all impt things to a mother.
the 2 brothers had just forged their fathers name to buy a house when i first married the DH. quite a fortune. The father had strokes and seizures and he had to return to work. at a dry cleaning facility which is infamous for killing via strokes and seizures.
i doubt i shall see any of them in Heaven. don't want to think about the horrific things he did to me. But for the father.
just trying to walk or move after yrs of abuse reminds me. Lord help me to finish this place in Jesus name.
now he says he will burn cardboard also. so when i can walk again, i shall hunt down cardboard for burning now also. argh.
he says i am working too hard. that is what my body says also.
but its not my nature to shirk responsibility. disabled or not, i wear braces to walk now. round here. pretty sure i am tossing all traces of my son. he threw out every video i paid 7000$ to have under the advise of his uncle. all impt things to a mother.
the 2 brothers had just forged their fathers name to buy a house when i first married the DH. quite a fortune. The father had strokes and seizures and he had to return to work. at a dry cleaning facility which is infamous for killing via strokes and seizures.
i doubt i shall see any of them in Heaven. don't want to think about the horrific things he did to me. But for the father.
just trying to walk or move after yrs of abuse reminds me. Lord help me to finish this place in Jesus name.