Very sad soul uch

[Wannabenormal18]

I have a psychiatrist that I pay cash who is highly rated but while he is willing to prescribe benzos, he hasn’t performed miracles for me. Serequel, Zoloft etc. upping the Zoloft dose did nothing other than eliminate my libido(not sure if I even care at this point). I have experienced no relief from the Zoloft. He does prescribe me triazolam but tolerance built to that and I’m just suffering like crazy. This has all stolen so many of the best years of my life. And yes, I do attribute all my problems to the torture my parents inadvertently put me through. As kind as my mother was, she was not fit to be a mom. My father was a deadbeat.