10-01-2018, 01:51 AM
Unfortunately I can’t risk cold turkey benzo withdrawals anymore as last time I tried to stop, I suffered 3 seizures in a row and broke my scapula and tore everything In my left soldier. I wake up every morning with panic. It’s torture. If you are asking how to deal with it, my personal answer is that I cannot. Its at the point where just the fear of breaking more bones during a seizure, quickly reminds me I better take at least a small benzo dose. I tried to be brave last time and could of died from it. I think benzos are the worst drug to start on. I never would of ever taken one if I knew stopping them would be like this. I get a panic attack whenever the benzo leaves my system. My life is in shambles right now. It’s caused me more depression then I ever though was possible. I don’t even think this is living anymore.