12-06-2018, 08:57 AM
The holidays are mixed feelings. Not currently on the same medical plan as per the last 20 years, so the system is being reconstructed and it's good to have at least what is available, but my mind is very irritable and mad at why people can't just live their live's and get by, choose what they want to do with the body they get on this planet for a short amount of time and we have to listen to politicians create bills and go wayyyyy overboard on something that should be a right. You can't great big pharma, expect 20+ years of finding how to control and negate problems, become our own best source for what we know our brains need and then years later have it be so hard to continue with something that isn't dangerous or hurting anyone and live in a shadow like state for something simple. In my case all I want to do is sleep when I need too, due to strenuous late night work. Blessed for the love and things I have outside this section of life, but frustrated would be the word for "how are you for xmas". I'll get along.
" The Intuitive Mind Is a Sacred Gift and the Rational Mind Is a Faithful Servant " AE