12-20-2018, 11:09 PM
Thank you everyone and thank you charon for the special advice. I have been through so many psychiatrists already. I pay the expensive initial consult and then always get screwed by them. No psychiatrist in nyc accepts insurance. I mean I have tried but those absolutely refuse to do anything. The ones who accept cash do a drop to help but then really don’t help someone as complex as me. I need to find one that will help me. It’s goijg to take so much work finding another one. I can’t believe this idiot psych told me that he’s pretty much cuttting me off. Like he said he’s going to think about whether or not he’s going to keep me as a patient. I did nothing but be honest with him. I’m such a fool for being honest with him.
And I have so much anxiety and depression that doing anything is a chore. Sometimes I don’t move from my bed all day. Today I sat on my couch all day. I wish I could do productive things. I really do. I remember the last shrink I went to suggested nefazadone but I was too scared to take it because of the liver issues. Perhaps I should of taken that. From what I read, it seems most people who took it, experiences a very improved outloook on life. The issue is it’s own creator removed it from the market because of the liver failures. It’s only available in one generic form here. I should of taken it.
And I have so much anxiety and depression that doing anything is a chore. Sometimes I don’t move from my bed all day. Today I sat on my couch all day. I wish I could do productive things. I really do. I remember the last shrink I went to suggested nefazadone but I was too scared to take it because of the liver issues. Perhaps I should of taken that. From what I read, it seems most people who took it, experiences a very improved outloook on life. The issue is it’s own creator removed it from the market because of the liver failures. It’s only available in one generic form here. I should of taken it.