03-23-2019, 03:47 PM
(03-23-2019, 12:30 AM)Charon Wrote: I am very saddened to hear that you have become so ill.Thank you Charon, yes I too think an autoimmune took hold of me . Its been very hard to get any dr not to think I was a seeker of some sort to be able to see me . Once they hear how I got like this that is all they can see/hear . I am having to move away to be able to get medical care . If it were not for my husband I would have none at all . One told me the only thing wrong with me was not reading the bible. Yes an MD told me this . Another used the old anxiety diagnoses , and on and on . Etc etc .. I am going to a alternative med MD on the 3rd . I do have some to test but I am so freaking fearful that I am afraid to touch it . I told my husband last night that I think I am traumatized by all of this - just the whole experience . I am usually pretty tough but this has cut me to the bone .
But, I know I don't experience your torment daily, I do hear some very small improvements in your health. starting to be able to eat is wonderful. And you are blessed to have your spouse be such a kind and knowledgeable caregiver.
I keep all members in prayer. Oh, precious, I am so sorry.
There sounds to also be a chance an autoimmune took hold of you then. And, if so, you can very slowly heal I pray.
We don't often hear of near deaths. I gotta look up signs of F tainted meds.
cuz, right now, i am not sure vendor is gone. He or she may be moved to an area u cannot see. And if u have proof that the benzo u used from a vendor that was here, or still could be, was tainted, then people need to be radically warned to always get a kit. TEST IT ALL. PK, BENZO, ANY OF IT.
You will heal somewhat and I praY you will start to really recover. Others will pray for you also.
This vendor vanished , even from his own site about 8 months back . Thank you all for praying for me , I need it . I hope every day to heal a little more but it is as scary as can be . Yes to everyone , please be safe .

