Fentanyl Hits the Streets Disguised as Xanax and Norco

[Melusine]

I am very saddened to hear that you have become so ill.

But, I know I don't experience your torment daily, I do hear some very small improvements in your health.  starting to be able to eat is wonderful.  And you are blessed to have your spouse be such a kind and knowledgeable caregiver.

I keep all members in prayer.  Oh, precious, I am so sorry.

There sounds to also be a chance an autoimmune took hold of you then.  And, if so, you can very slowly heal I pray.

We don't often hear of near deaths. I gotta look up signs of F tainted meds.

cuz, right now, i am not sure vendor is gone.  He or she may be moved to an area u cannot see.  And if u have proof that the benzo u used from a vendor that was here, or still could be, was tainted, then people need to be radically warned to always get a kit.  TEST IT ALL.  PK, BENZO, ANY OF IT.

You will heal somewhat and I praY you will start to really recover.  Others will pray for you also.

Thank you Charon, yes I too think an autoimmune took hold of me . Its been very hard to get any dr not to think I was a seeker of some sort to be able to see me . Once they hear how I got like this that is all they can see/hear . I am having to move away to be able to get medical care . If it were not for my husband I would have none at all . One told me the only thing wrong with me was not reading the bible. Yes an MD told me this . Another used the old anxiety diagnoses , and on and on . Etc etc ..  I am going to a alternative med MD on the 3rd . I do have some to test but I am so freaking fearful that I am afraid to touch it . I told my husband last night that I think I am traumatized by all of this - just the whole experience . I am usually pretty tough but this has cut me to the bone . 
 This vendor vanished , even from his own site about 8 months back . Thank you all for praying for me , I need it . I hope every day to heal a little more but it is as scary as can be . Yes to everyone , please be safe .

Dear Satin Scene,

I really feel for you. This is so horrible.

I started reading this thread out of interest for the "Fentanyl" crisis. I find that these misadventures  are making doctors afraid to prescribe any kind of opiates. This is also putting patients at risk.

I have witnessed my mother going through an unbearable flare up of a "horse's tail" inflammation. She was prescribed both Fentanyl and Oxycodone, for months! I found her short term memory was terribly affected and I asked the doctor of the medical centre if she could not reduce the dosage. She told me she tried, but the pain came back every time with a vengeance. I agreed with her that controlling the pain was more important than holding a coherent conversation. The inflammation eventually subsided after over six months.

I'm now wondering if, with all the hullabaloo around these strong plain killers these days, my mother would have been condemned to literally die of acute pain, in a very short time.

You said you are consulting with an alternative MD next week. Osteopath? When properly trained, they can help tremendously. I hope, pray, wish... that that visit will open new horizons of blue and give you tools to better your quality of life and well being.

Godspeed,

M.