03-29-2020, 08:20 PM
did i mention that cigarettes are no more? the smoke store that sold them cheaper and houseshare's smoke would make me sick, he got the last two boxes today. the last carton of marlboro. and he will be going off cigarettes cuz they are no more to be found. and he had tobacco and rolling machines. he went off prior to being allowed his major GI surgery a few yrs back. he can do it again.
no warning.
and i keep thinking about that census. whom will be in the address provided on april 1st? just we two. Landlord abandoned the mansion of the Van der builts a year ago. Ruined cuz he let the pipes freeze in winter. One bldg is being or was being financed by some fancy home history person. for a million. bet that wont happen now. our house will go down. Built in 1905. No one would fix it up. When the hot water portals broke, we had to figure that out for ourselves. But don't drink the water no brush ur teeth with it. bottled all the way.
But that could possibly mean that LE/national guard could check on us on that day. to make sure we two people are alone in this big house with no unknown NYers.
so new restrictions. u wont hear about them till they take place. like cigarettes. am not sure why but i did read one is more prone if one smokes. cigs.
and that cigarette smoke does go to me second hand. and cuz he smokes in this room with my couch i rent, i get second hand smoke from him. and third hand smoke permeates the couches and my clothing hung up in here to keep it safe from wandering animals. no kidding. but i figure cuomo is assuming it will go to other apts. other family members and make non smokers die earlier from this virus.
houseshare spent alot. in case we are not allowed out again. from a very limited amt of stuff to buy.
Oh, one more. Make sure u have it hand written if need be, how u want to be treated should this virus knock at ur doors.
I have been a Do Not Rescusitate for years. Oy. i just ripped it up recently. But, make sure its with ur body, at ur side. Cuz once u test positive, u get a facemask now maybe. and the hazmat suit. and u will probably not get the chance to visit these family members. The lady whom the new doctor held her hand whilst she died, she had requested no intubation. no inhalator. and she died her first nite in the hospital. and was carted off in the refrigerator plague trucks.
This is not a time for fear. We are the elders. We can handle what comes. But the way the young people are covid tagging the elderly and coughing on them, and thinking they cannot get it...well that has been disproven.
And against all medical advice, the younger people are still being busted holding weddings, and parties. cuz they seem to go in groups, the millenials. All damned stupid. They all went rushing with wealth to explore other countries and doing activities that if u watch the Monster within Me, u see that the hang gliding into strange bodies of water forces bacteria into ur nasal cavities. ears. And i am forced to watch ancient aliens but no way jose do i want to go into some tomb of dead people whom had viruses we know nothing about.
Oh, and close down the frigadelic live markets in china. I am sorry i stated somewhere: it served the girl right. She was trying to eat a squid alive. so he ate part of her face. escaped. I guess she had no parental supervision.
but they are fairly certain this jumped from a bat to a snake. starting in those live food places in china. As a vegetarian my entire life, i could ignore their presence until now.
And whatever food has aged in our icebox, i sneak out to give the chickens Landlord left behind. No one cleans it. I am warned by all to not go near it with my health and dental surgeries i had last yr and two yrs ago. LL wanted custody of a child. so he bought chickens and a rooster. Roosters are to protect the hens. I joined Backyard Chickens forum. But poor Noisey was killed by the coyotes or foxes LL then put down. But he saved the new baby. and the two females.
New baby is Gigantor Rooster. and a son of a monkeys breathe. He knows his mother. But the chicken whom lays non fertilized eggs knew enuff to sit on that baby egg and protect it with her life and Noisey life.
so he grows up. Beautiful colors. But he steals all the food. And then he ate the top of the head of the other chicken. so i keep her separate. Her skull closed back up. But he is a creep. And he wakes houseshare at four and six cuz he did not keep abreast of daylight savings time.
Ll abandoned them here. Kinda like us. The mail carrier keeps her truck here. We hold the key. she has no protection. But she was cool with us on several purchases. And houseshare fixes her car for free. But not like i am ordering.
Be aware. Be safe. Don't shake hands or ignore protection cuz u r not near NY. yeah we may die before you. but it will be jumping to other states sooner rather than later. We expect by April 12 to have a stunning death toll as we hit the apex.
Make sure if u dont want intubation or inhalators, u pin that on ur clothing? some where visible. cuz else u r gonna be bagged up. brought into ICU. and if they have a ventilator, will have u share it with another. Unless u have the balls to feign pregnancy, and imminent delivery, u cannot have anyone near u in hospital. except sick and dying. and we know all nurses and drs are dying. we know it. and so afraid and so brave.
end of update.
God be with u all.
no warning.
and i keep thinking about that census. whom will be in the address provided on april 1st? just we two. Landlord abandoned the mansion of the Van der builts a year ago. Ruined cuz he let the pipes freeze in winter. One bldg is being or was being financed by some fancy home history person. for a million. bet that wont happen now. our house will go down. Built in 1905. No one would fix it up. When the hot water portals broke, we had to figure that out for ourselves. But don't drink the water no brush ur teeth with it. bottled all the way.
But that could possibly mean that LE/national guard could check on us on that day. to make sure we two people are alone in this big house with no unknown NYers.
so new restrictions. u wont hear about them till they take place. like cigarettes. am not sure why but i did read one is more prone if one smokes. cigs.
and that cigarette smoke does go to me second hand. and cuz he smokes in this room with my couch i rent, i get second hand smoke from him. and third hand smoke permeates the couches and my clothing hung up in here to keep it safe from wandering animals. no kidding. but i figure cuomo is assuming it will go to other apts. other family members and make non smokers die earlier from this virus.
houseshare spent alot. in case we are not allowed out again. from a very limited amt of stuff to buy.
Oh, one more. Make sure u have it hand written if need be, how u want to be treated should this virus knock at ur doors.
I have been a Do Not Rescusitate for years. Oy. i just ripped it up recently. But, make sure its with ur body, at ur side. Cuz once u test positive, u get a facemask now maybe. and the hazmat suit. and u will probably not get the chance to visit these family members. The lady whom the new doctor held her hand whilst she died, she had requested no intubation. no inhalator. and she died her first nite in the hospital. and was carted off in the refrigerator plague trucks.
This is not a time for fear. We are the elders. We can handle what comes. But the way the young people are covid tagging the elderly and coughing on them, and thinking they cannot get it...well that has been disproven.
And against all medical advice, the younger people are still being busted holding weddings, and parties. cuz they seem to go in groups, the millenials. All damned stupid. They all went rushing with wealth to explore other countries and doing activities that if u watch the Monster within Me, u see that the hang gliding into strange bodies of water forces bacteria into ur nasal cavities. ears. And i am forced to watch ancient aliens but no way jose do i want to go into some tomb of dead people whom had viruses we know nothing about.
Oh, and close down the frigadelic live markets in china. I am sorry i stated somewhere: it served the girl right. She was trying to eat a squid alive. so he ate part of her face. escaped. I guess she had no parental supervision.
but they are fairly certain this jumped from a bat to a snake. starting in those live food places in china. As a vegetarian my entire life, i could ignore their presence until now.
And whatever food has aged in our icebox, i sneak out to give the chickens Landlord left behind. No one cleans it. I am warned by all to not go near it with my health and dental surgeries i had last yr and two yrs ago. LL wanted custody of a child. so he bought chickens and a rooster. Roosters are to protect the hens. I joined Backyard Chickens forum. But poor Noisey was killed by the coyotes or foxes LL then put down. But he saved the new baby. and the two females.
New baby is Gigantor Rooster. and a son of a monkeys breathe. He knows his mother. But the chicken whom lays non fertilized eggs knew enuff to sit on that baby egg and protect it with her life and Noisey life.
so he grows up. Beautiful colors. But he steals all the food. And then he ate the top of the head of the other chicken. so i keep her separate. Her skull closed back up. But he is a creep. And he wakes houseshare at four and six cuz he did not keep abreast of daylight savings time.
Ll abandoned them here. Kinda like us. The mail carrier keeps her truck here. We hold the key. she has no protection. But she was cool with us on several purchases. And houseshare fixes her car for free. But not like i am ordering.
Be aware. Be safe. Don't shake hands or ignore protection cuz u r not near NY. yeah we may die before you. but it will be jumping to other states sooner rather than later. We expect by April 12 to have a stunning death toll as we hit the apex.
Make sure if u dont want intubation or inhalators, u pin that on ur clothing? some where visible. cuz else u r gonna be bagged up. brought into ICU. and if they have a ventilator, will have u share it with another. Unless u have the balls to feign pregnancy, and imminent delivery, u cannot have anyone near u in hospital. except sick and dying. and we know all nurses and drs are dying. we know it. and so afraid and so brave.
end of update.
God be with u all.
It is Well with My Soul