12-26-2020, 11:27 AM
Greetings All,
Back at the turn of the century I went through 2 back to back divorces and spent about 7 years in 2 very messy court battles as children were involved in both.
In June 2009 I was found unresponsive (did not know who I was) and having seizures. I had seized so had that it actually caused 2 hairline fractures in my back. I spent 10 days in ICU and after countless tests the neurologists concluded that I had suffered either a mild stroke or nervous breakdown due to the stress from the 2 divorces.
I have no memory of my life from June 2009 until September 2009 (except for bits and pieces, like dreams).
I struggled with seizures until around March 2010 and with the help of a very wise oriental doctor who taught me meditation and other techniques, I was able to get my seizures and more importantly my stress mostly under control and have not had a seizure for close to 10 years but it is still a constant struggle EVERY day. I always have his feeling in the back of my mind that I could have another seizure at any time.
The Memory, The Feeling I will always feel it inside me. The seizures and how bad they were. Medications do help for me in concert with just basically trying to just live a quiet stress free lifestyle which is easier said than done I know.
Whatever it was it changed me forever and sometimes I just have to walk away and simply BREATHE! That seems to be the best therapy for me.
Peace All
Fury
Back at the turn of the century I went through 2 back to back divorces and spent about 7 years in 2 very messy court battles as children were involved in both.
In June 2009 I was found unresponsive (did not know who I was) and having seizures. I had seized so had that it actually caused 2 hairline fractures in my back. I spent 10 days in ICU and after countless tests the neurologists concluded that I had suffered either a mild stroke or nervous breakdown due to the stress from the 2 divorces.
I have no memory of my life from June 2009 until September 2009 (except for bits and pieces, like dreams).
I struggled with seizures until around March 2010 and with the help of a very wise oriental doctor who taught me meditation and other techniques, I was able to get my seizures and more importantly my stress mostly under control and have not had a seizure for close to 10 years but it is still a constant struggle EVERY day. I always have his feeling in the back of my mind that I could have another seizure at any time.
The Memory, The Feeling I will always feel it inside me. The seizures and how bad they were. Medications do help for me in concert with just basically trying to just live a quiet stress free lifestyle which is easier said than done I know.
Whatever it was it changed me forever and sometimes I just have to walk away and simply BREATHE! That seems to be the best therapy for me.
Peace All
Fury
"Another Day In This Carnival Of Souls"