02-24-2023, 07:53 PM
I am an elder. Somehow, cuz of houseshare, i got the covid. I have no immune system due to autoimmunes. Seven weeks of hell i am grateful i cannot recall. Glad i put in 3/1/2 yrs praying for those whom got covid. I bet that all counted on a Karma kinda level.
As i started to get better, i was felled by a dental infection. NY hospitals aint got no dentists nor doctors showing up now. Reason unknown.
But when the covid hit and i assumed i would die *and the Lord said He would take me home cuz it would be so hard on me* but i held on. i just ended valium usage after 50 yrs.
Not so sure how it will work out. I still have tremendous tremors. It is not for psychological reasons i take it. i never go out. i have a houseshare. But so far, so good. Physically, valium prevent tremors which have led to seizures. and a stroke or three. I have a couple on emergency usage basis.
I saw Post offices just closing all around me in NY
I would surely try again cuz i don't trust being totally off after so many yrs. I always give myself too much credit cuz i think i am so tough i can defeat withdrawal and anything else that comes along. Fool that i be...
As i started to get better, i was felled by a dental infection. NY hospitals aint got no dentists nor doctors showing up now. Reason unknown.
But when the covid hit and i assumed i would die *and the Lord said He would take me home cuz it would be so hard on me* but i held on. i just ended valium usage after 50 yrs.
Not so sure how it will work out. I still have tremendous tremors. It is not for psychological reasons i take it. i never go out. i have a houseshare. But so far, so good. Physically, valium prevent tremors which have led to seizures. and a stroke or three. I have a couple on emergency usage basis.
I saw Post offices just closing all around me in NY
I would surely try again cuz i don't trust being totally off after so many yrs. I always give myself too much credit cuz i think i am so tough i can defeat withdrawal and anything else that comes along. Fool that i be...
It is Well with My Soul