i remember the disability psychiatrist saying i had the worst case of PTSD that she had ever seen outside of combat. but, sometimes one's childhood and one's marriage is a war zone. No disrespect to our heroes whom have served in combat. Please believe me.
And, been diagnosed with being a depressive since a teen. I never told my freudian analyst about the abuse i endured as a child. I never spoke of it whilst my parents were alive.
So, oh hell yes i may have periods of depression. Such as I am having now. Or, I can have the panic attacks.
But, I have found men get so angry with me. Not sure why. Being Gaelic, I rarely let on that I am depressed.
Go figure. I am glad you found people around now whom do understand. Cuz, it does not help a person with depression or panic attacks to have an angry male ranting at her. Sure, that will calm a woman down. LOL.
Nice to meet you, btw. You know what i was diagnosed with? After two years of freudian analysis by a big shot in NYC? He claims I am a Catholic prude. I sincerely doubt any of the men i galavanted around with in my younger days would agree. And, I put others ahead of myself.
Yeah, so what? I was to be a nun at first. So, how is caring about the welfare of others so wrong? Stupid famous psych, when I noticed he kept watching the clock he had hidden in the plants next to me, screamed at me: you are a bitch. no wonder men hit you.
To cure me of being an alleged catholic prude, he wanted me to take money for sex. Had I told my medical doctor sister whom was quite well known herself, she would have torn him to pieces with her bare hands. He felt I would feel better if i paid for my own therapy. With money from the oldest profession. Gads.
He also heard a faint piano playing floors away. On Central Park South or West. Big place. And, he freaked out.
He also tried to convince me that the new movie, way back then, had hope lange playing with godzilla or some large monkey. I told him, Ah, no, its jessica lange.
For ten minutes he yelled at me. How embarrassed I shall be when I learn he is correct. It was my last chance to admit i was wrong...which of course i did not.
So, the good ole Doctor jumps up and runs to his volumes on movies. Checks out the newest Blonde with a gorilla movie. It must have stated Jessica Lange as the actress. Hope Lange would have been 90 yrs old. Then, he closed the book. Sat down. Never said I was correct.
So, I did want to be a psychiatrist after I gave up thinking of the convent. But, when my older sister began medical school, she vivisected a baby pig and i became a doctor of law.
But, I cannot take too many psychiatrists seriously. He was obviously nutz. And, when I said, our analysis is done, he said to me: but, i will give u more and more anti depressants to try. Swell. They clouded my thinking and i was in school.
So, glad ur team is far better than mine was.
And, been diagnosed with being a depressive since a teen. I never told my freudian analyst about the abuse i endured as a child. I never spoke of it whilst my parents were alive.
So, oh hell yes i may have periods of depression. Such as I am having now. Or, I can have the panic attacks.
But, I have found men get so angry with me. Not sure why. Being Gaelic, I rarely let on that I am depressed.
Go figure. I am glad you found people around now whom do understand. Cuz, it does not help a person with depression or panic attacks to have an angry male ranting at her. Sure, that will calm a woman down. LOL.
Nice to meet you, btw. You know what i was diagnosed with? After two years of freudian analysis by a big shot in NYC? He claims I am a Catholic prude. I sincerely doubt any of the men i galavanted around with in my younger days would agree. And, I put others ahead of myself.
Yeah, so what? I was to be a nun at first. So, how is caring about the welfare of others so wrong? Stupid famous psych, when I noticed he kept watching the clock he had hidden in the plants next to me, screamed at me: you are a bitch. no wonder men hit you.
To cure me of being an alleged catholic prude, he wanted me to take money for sex. Had I told my medical doctor sister whom was quite well known herself, she would have torn him to pieces with her bare hands. He felt I would feel better if i paid for my own therapy. With money from the oldest profession. Gads.
He also heard a faint piano playing floors away. On Central Park South or West. Big place. And, he freaked out.
He also tried to convince me that the new movie, way back then, had hope lange playing with godzilla or some large monkey. I told him, Ah, no, its jessica lange.
For ten minutes he yelled at me. How embarrassed I shall be when I learn he is correct. It was my last chance to admit i was wrong...which of course i did not.
So, the good ole Doctor jumps up and runs to his volumes on movies. Checks out the newest Blonde with a gorilla movie. It must have stated Jessica Lange as the actress. Hope Lange would have been 90 yrs old. Then, he closed the book. Sat down. Never said I was correct.
So, I did want to be a psychiatrist after I gave up thinking of the convent. But, when my older sister began medical school, she vivisected a baby pig and i became a doctor of law.
But, I cannot take too many psychiatrists seriously. He was obviously nutz. And, when I said, our analysis is done, he said to me: but, i will give u more and more anti depressants to try. Swell. They clouded my thinking and i was in school.
So, glad ur team is far better than mine was.
It is Well with My Soul