08-03-2015, 02:32 AM
i was so close to going to look at it. but i was bone weary. i shall be alive to see it in three years. heck, yeah.
ok, the partner has surgery tomorrow. a piece of colon will be removed. they will bypass the colon with a temp bag. until he heals.
and, i am learning soon how to drive my car around. its been rather dead for a few years. and sterilizing the home to care for him. the partner and not the car, btw.
i just happen to be a caregiver. when needed. oh, will he be so difficult. he is a man very used to his own ways.
but, on my watch, he has to do this right.
thank u for asking.
i take my valium at night and two benadryl. when in dire straits, i take an anti seizure pill: phenobarbital.
hours before i hope to sleep. then i have an ensure. pray. then listen to Investigation discovery in background till i fall asleep. (if u r not used to autopsies and criminal cases i would not suggest ID as ur station of choice.)
maybe music? gentle quiet? or u can listen online to running brooks. white noise.
i just wont ever take a sleeping pill. i must be able to be awake upon a dime, should i hear a noise outside, or when i caregive for someone.
may u have a wonderful sleep tonight. with sweet dreams. and, may u awaken refreshed without pain or anxiety.
well, it was the insomnia prayer. (sometimes there is reason to my madness, as it were.) i felt led to share my routine.
ok, the partner has surgery tomorrow. a piece of colon will be removed. they will bypass the colon with a temp bag. until he heals.
and, i am learning soon how to drive my car around. its been rather dead for a few years. and sterilizing the home to care for him. the partner and not the car, btw.
i just happen to be a caregiver. when needed. oh, will he be so difficult. he is a man very used to his own ways.
but, on my watch, he has to do this right.
thank u for asking.
i take my valium at night and two benadryl. when in dire straits, i take an anti seizure pill: phenobarbital.
hours before i hope to sleep. then i have an ensure. pray. then listen to Investigation discovery in background till i fall asleep. (if u r not used to autopsies and criminal cases i would not suggest ID as ur station of choice.)
maybe music? gentle quiet? or u can listen online to running brooks. white noise.
i just wont ever take a sleeping pill. i must be able to be awake upon a dime, should i hear a noise outside, or when i caregive for someone.
may u have a wonderful sleep tonight. with sweet dreams. and, may u awaken refreshed without pain or anxiety.
well, it was the insomnia prayer. (sometimes there is reason to my madness, as it were.) i felt led to share my routine.
It is Well with My Soul