03-03-2017, 02:32 PM
I was thinking about posting a thread the other day on this topic. I'm new but I think I've been misunderstood as a wreck less user. Truth is I'm not. I don't even drink. Well not for 5 years now. But with work and family and everything else I find meditation only goes so far. I meditate everyday. Morning mindfulness and an evening hynosis. And I enjoy them. I've been doing this for a few years now. But sometimes days are crazy. I can't meditate or I can't get into that space. And it's these times a good benzo would bring relief. Doctors won't prescribe to me. At least the ones I've tried. And I hate feeling like a drug seeker. But to have a stock when needed would be nice. And as far as pks go I'm 40 play loads of rugby and basketball and frankly ibuprofen just isn't gonna cut it. I guess I'm saying there's a line between natural and chemical solutions for me. But meditation is a long learning practice and in theory is wonderful. But hell sometimes you just gotta hunker down.
That's my opinion. Hope it makes sense and I'm not off topic and piss someone off.
That's my opinion. Hope it makes sense and I'm not off topic and piss someone off.
The greatest pleasure in life is doing what people say you cannot do.