08-09-2017, 07:46 PM
Ug dealing with a panic attack now, I think it's subsiding, took a Klon. and (I know, I know...) have a glass of red wine. It's crazy sometimes it's the silliest things that can set them off...a house that needs cleaning, a stupid pie crust that won't fit over the pie pan....a friend coming over with her child and wanting them to not have to see my mess toy filled house.....but then, I can see with a light, that it IS ok...it is....she won't judge me, she has a child too, and toys everywhere...but it's a brain issue, I'm working on breathing and being at peace...but, sometimes they just show up completely unexpected.....ug. It will be ok, I do know that...breathing tightened, but getting better. Ug. Love you guys...

