Passion is the biggest enemy of depression

[Naomi]

I was told that financial stability counts, so I guess getting up to work and pay my bills counts - but that is a sad (to me) reason to get out of bed. I definitely want passion in my life. I'm doing the therapy, doing the groups, reading what I can in my free time. I really want it, but it seems everything I try, isn't it. It'll work to fill the void for a while, but eventually stops working. I just have to hope I'll find it eventually because hope is basically what I'm left with.