01-30-2018, 01:40 PM
(01-30-2018, 12:08 AM)Justice1 Wrote: I talked my way out of fear of flying by noting that f plane were to go down due to loss of control in turbulents,which I've had pleasure of expriencing,,Rocky Mountain Scareways,Lol,well your not gonna be likely to linger it will take you quip and then you will not have any reason to worry anymore,,l was once on a plane inbound to Denver and we nearly collided with another plane,I could see the people in the other plane,it was strange,,planes are easier if ativan is available mainly due to fear of losing control,,I think most unusual fear is from that one..Butterflies,I'm just now thinking of them flying and landing on me,and it may be a bit creepy in that it feels wierd like bug crawling under skin and f you try to get them off you they may get squished and that's sad and creepy at same time,,I can relate to that one,but I'm not worried about it actually happening because I don't have to go into the realm of butterflies..they re pretty things to me..I've filled over moths landing on me..But only for a minute and once I realize it's not a biting critter or stinging,it's better,or a dirty nuisance critter like roach,,it seems if those are on you it implies you are somehow unclean..RM I have read and appreciate you r replies, tomorrow I have a SSDI mental health exam,,yikes, I'm a bit nervous about it but I have not reached for an ativan, I may take half of one just to be more calm and centered,I don't get loopy or risky to drive as my body is used to them,for a time period back yrs ago it Wa the only thing that made me feel normal,but I have this thing about not wanting to be dependant,,probably common asg you mentioned in previous post..happy Monday all,I tues my ultimate fear is humiliation for revealing my true self and that's a tough one to get laser but I am working on that one
good luck on your exam and way to go for not reaching for it- and if u do that's ok too, bc you tried! When I first met my husband , I did not want him to see my "true self" either. this crazy, anxious, nervous person. but little by little i did. i realized as long as you are a good person, you don't have to make apologies or hide who you are.