thank u for sharing. i don't think every person realizes that our being depressed and not focused, can often lead to serious depression and thoughts of suicide.
so, greaseman, what do u have planned for tomorrow? even today. I was wealthy. Had a home or two. Family. Now i am permanently disabled with illnesses that have no hope of recovery. But i won't try suicide, again. I felt a clear and concise message inside me that i could try, but God would guarantee that i would live and be much worse for the wear. (many many many yrs ago.)
And, i believe that.
You can start so small. Make a post to someone whom is very depressed today. Or visit a neighbor to see if he or she needs groceries. Little mercies.
You have time and if encouraged, u can deal with this with more clarity. One feels much better about their own life when one spends their time helping others whenever possible.
Make yourself anew. Decide whom u want to be now. Reach out to grab a new passion.
But, never give up. You were put on earth for a reason. Only you can stumble thru the dark and grey and find your purpose of being here.
My son was driven to succeed in the work place. Was very depressed he was alone. All his friends and cousins were marrying. He met her at his workplace. His new wife.
You like thinking. That is a hobby. And, maybe u can write. Or play music. Or take opera lessons as me parents did when they hit their sixties.
One can also do animal rescue. One signs up with a group whom pays the pet food and vet bills. You provide the love and help to an animal so he can be adopted out to help another.
I think there is far more to you than u r letting on. You are here for a purpose. You will find it.
so, greaseman, what do u have planned for tomorrow? even today. I was wealthy. Had a home or two. Family. Now i am permanently disabled with illnesses that have no hope of recovery. But i won't try suicide, again. I felt a clear and concise message inside me that i could try, but God would guarantee that i would live and be much worse for the wear. (many many many yrs ago.)
And, i believe that.
You can start so small. Make a post to someone whom is very depressed today. Or visit a neighbor to see if he or she needs groceries. Little mercies.
You have time and if encouraged, u can deal with this with more clarity. One feels much better about their own life when one spends their time helping others whenever possible.
Make yourself anew. Decide whom u want to be now. Reach out to grab a new passion.
But, never give up. You were put on earth for a reason. Only you can stumble thru the dark and grey and find your purpose of being here.
My son was driven to succeed in the work place. Was very depressed he was alone. All his friends and cousins were marrying. He met her at his workplace. His new wife.
You like thinking. That is a hobby. And, maybe u can write. Or play music. Or take opera lessons as me parents did when they hit their sixties.
One can also do animal rescue. One signs up with a group whom pays the pet food and vet bills. You provide the love and help to an animal so he can be adopted out to help another.
I think there is far more to you than u r letting on. You are here for a purpose. You will find it.
It is Well with My Soul