02-14-2018, 12:12 AM
Wow, my heart goes out to your sister.
People have no idea what's going on with us, I got noticed once and wished I never was again.
I had been stressed,anxious,depressed and in grief (an aunt who was like a 2nd mother to me had died) that I had stupidly tried to swipe my access key on the elevator but banged my head on the number pads. Leading to blood, tiny blood that stopped after 10 seconds. Until then they thought I had been fine with smiles and laughter for everyone. People will look to the first layer and will do their best not to see past that.
People have no idea what's going on with us, I got noticed once and wished I never was again.
I had been stressed,anxious,depressed and in grief (an aunt who was like a 2nd mother to me had died) that I had stupidly tried to swipe my access key on the elevator but banged my head on the number pads. Leading to blood, tiny blood that stopped after 10 seconds. Until then they thought I had been fine with smiles and laughter for everyone. People will look to the first layer and will do their best not to see past that.