02-17-2018, 10:51 PM
Thanks RM. I've become expert level at putting on a fake persona for the world. I act how I need to in order to get through social interactions. That's no way to live, being fake all the time. It's quite exhausting. And it's not really living, it's just existing. It's one of the main things I am hoping treatment can help me with. It's "easy" to just take meds to feel better, but I don't want to do that forever either. It's already been far too long.

