03-07-2018, 10:12 PM
(03-06-2018, 02:22 PM)Silver Sage Wrote: It is so frustrating when people dont realize how difficult it can be sometimes. I hear"just get over it " often. If I could just get over it dont you think I would! Without a Dr I am left to research on my own. Its not a matter of depression for me (I think) its a matter of natural energy and motivation. I have been exploring some nootropics and have had some improvement. I am able to start my day and actually feel productive. Interest is returning and some days I feel "normal " lol I am learning to not be so hard on myself. Makes for a much better day. Peace and love to all
I know exactly what you are saying, Silver. Nothing in the world is harder to do than be good to ourselves and to forgive ourselves. So difficult not to be self critical about everything. And just how is a person supposed to put their best foot forward when the script that is running continually in their subconscious is telling them that they are guilty of everything in the world? The most frustrating part if that the attack comes from within. We are our own worst enemy in this. We hold ourselves prisoner. Like many ways our own subconscious holds us captive, it reminds me of the Eagles song where the late/great Glenn Frey sings, "Now often times it happens that we live our lives in chains and we never even know we have the key".