12-15-2024, 10:02 PM
I am fighting a cold. the cold here. and My landlord has a bug up his arse cuz of me.
i have no tv. he pays for wireless and so i use computer.
and he lives next door. comes in thru all doors at all hours.
i have no idea why he hates me. i did not harm to Dennis ever. He is an attorney and being permanently disabled no hope of recovery since 2012 gives me some protection.
I pay the full rent dennis and i would have shared so i dont know his problem.
sighs.
and he called me last nite at eight. i had to turn off all lights outside the premises. all of them. was i being set up?
then the base ment dwellers come home and put on all outside lights again. cuz its standard practice esp in this crazy violent world.
If'n u think of it, pray for me. God thinks I am so damned strong. and he always makes me live alone after a brief bit. I am not so strong. I had to be as a child. and then to caregive each parent with cancer. the Dr. sister would not help. nor my good sister.
she won't even visit me.
sighs. i used to call her my best friend.
a few prayers please to God and aka G-d.
i have no tv. he pays for wireless and so i use computer.
and he lives next door. comes in thru all doors at all hours.
i have no idea why he hates me. i did not harm to Dennis ever. He is an attorney and being permanently disabled no hope of recovery since 2012 gives me some protection.
I pay the full rent dennis and i would have shared so i dont know his problem.
sighs.
and he called me last nite at eight. i had to turn off all lights outside the premises. all of them. was i being set up?
then the base ment dwellers come home and put on all outside lights again. cuz its standard practice esp in this crazy violent world.
If'n u think of it, pray for me. God thinks I am so damned strong. and he always makes me live alone after a brief bit. I am not so strong. I had to be as a child. and then to caregive each parent with cancer. the Dr. sister would not help. nor my good sister.
she won't even visit me.
sighs. i used to call her my best friend.
a few prayers please to God and aka G-d.
It is Well with My Soul

