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I remember when they were unscheduled totally. Back when Drs and Nurse Practitioners could hand out bags of sample packs with no script. Thats how I first discovered Ultr@m.
I notice if/when I take tram, even if for one day, the next day or so I am zapped of positive emotion and motivation. Also full of malaise. So usually its not worth it to me unless I have a heavy work day while struggling with my sciatic nerve issue. Pain all the way to my toes and not being able to get myself dressed kinda changes my mind on what I will and will not take.

Admittedly I know very little about tram, I believe I had a doctor use them to wean me off of the harder stuff after I broke my elbow, sternum, and 6 ribs when the air bag in my Audi went off (and probably saved my life).  I know from shopping there seems to be some variety in the compounds available. Can you find the compound that works best for you and carefully administer to yourself. I know this if frowned upon, but if the quality of life increases enough, might this be worth exploring at least? Again, I know very little about this med, so forgive me if I am unaware of a problem with this course of treatment. My only interest here is in you finding relief.