04-25-2017, 06:08 PM
thank you all for your warm thoughts. MMJ is legal in my state, but my mother, and I am nearing 50 years of age mind you, who smoked in her youth, thinks it's the most horrible substance and should outlawed.
I don't know if I have Fibromyalgia, some form of arthritis, or if I can even broach the subect of MMJ with my new doctor; I have no idea of the price or how I would hide it from my family (I live with a family member).
I can't work; have been scolded and thrown in rehabs over the years for taking medication that helps the pain; and my family feels I can't "control" my medication intake. If they lived in my body, were unable to work, I feel they think differently.
Right now I am short on benzos -- the only thing that helps my pain. PKS and Vics aren't for me; they make me vomit, but overseas dihiydrocode is and fiioricet are about the only remedies I can rely on. These medications are sooooo difficult to obtain; and I fear drug tests because I lie on job apps and say I am not disableld.
thanks for listening and I hope to find help here!!
I don't know if I have Fibromyalgia, some form of arthritis, or if I can even broach the subect of MMJ with my new doctor; I have no idea of the price or how I would hide it from my family (I live with a family member).
I can't work; have been scolded and thrown in rehabs over the years for taking medication that helps the pain; and my family feels I can't "control" my medication intake. If they lived in my body, were unable to work, I feel they think differently.
Right now I am short on benzos -- the only thing that helps my pain. PKS and Vics aren't for me; they make me vomit, but overseas dihiydrocode is and fiioricet are about the only remedies I can rely on. These medications are sooooo difficult to obtain; and I fear drug tests because I lie on job apps and say I am not disableld.
thanks for listening and I hope to find help here!!