I am fighting a cold. the cold here. and My landlord has a bug up his arse cuz of me.

i have no tv. he pays for wireless and so i use computer.

and he lives next door. comes in thru all doors at all hours.

i have no idea why he hates me. i did not harm to Dennis ever. He is an attorney and being permanently disabled no hope of recovery since 2012 gives me some protection.

I pay the full rent dennis and i would have shared so i dont know his problem.

sighs.

and he called me last nite at eight. i had to turn off all lights outside the premises. all of them. was i being set up?

then the base ment dwellers come home and put on all outside lights again. cuz its standard practice esp in this crazy violent world.

If'n u think of it, pray for me. God thinks I am so damned strong. and he always makes me live alone after a brief bit. I am not so strong. I had to be as a child. and then to caregive each parent with cancer. the Dr. sister would not help. nor my good sister.

she won't even visit me.

sighs. i used to call her my best friend.

a few prayers please to God and aka G-d.

i am a protected person. permanently disabled since 2012. no hope of recovery. and i have ms, lupus, parkinsons to boot.

so he lives next door.

my phone doesn't ring really.

so he kinda beeped it a bit and told me to turn off all outside lites unless i am expecting someone. only the Devil such as u.

he took the heaters. think there were four or five. two remain on his pipes only.

i dont have tv. which he would pay for cuz he is doing so for the child downstairs.he pays for the wireless so i stay on it.

i surely hope he doesn't run over here for hand to hand combat. cuz i have the mink on for warmth. its 28 degrees out tonite.

i paid the rent like 3 or 4 times when dennis was alive. never late. i paid it.

i dont cook. i microwave something sometime cuz of money concerns.

the moment dennis died he told me You have a rifle and a handgun. i said i do. and he said he has them also.

he gave away without permission dennis prized vases.

i have the little lite over the stove on. will he break in to turn it off?

he is an attorney.

i see 3 new notifications. i bet he kicks me out knowing i shall have the rent but no help to move anything out.

what a cunt.

eileen/ daniel

and have him call his mother...

i am not of course. money concerns and i dont feel very merry this year.

but u all have stopped speaking. in public.

the forum is still here. and, so am I and of course Mr. IceMan.

See you soon.

at a major threat of attack. US is saying dont shoot them down cuz we don't know whom is sending them. or if our men will be in trouble.

they are also at our military bases.

They are alleged to be fro Iranian motherships in the atlantic. *presumed to be preparing to attack*

one congressman said it is Iranian. some think its someone else.

they are large enuff to carry nuclear weapons. so we cannot shoot em down.